Unmasked my life solving America's cold cases

"From the detective who found The Golden State Killer, a memoir of investigating America's toughest cold cases and the rewards--and toll--of a life solving crime. I order another bourbon, neat. This is the drink that will flip the switch. I don't even know how I got here, to this place, to this poin...

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Main Authors: Holes, Paul (Author), Fisher, Robin Gaby (Author)
Format: Books Print Book
Language:English
Published: New York : Celadon Books, 2022.
Edition:First edition.
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